"This is for your education. Not because I'm gettin' some sick jollies out of it, y'know?"
Fairbanks House: Living Room(#2456RJ)
This is a large, warm and friendly room. The western wall is covered by a large picture-window looking out on the front yard. The carpet is white and thick. The front door is in a small alcove, opening out northwestward. Near the door, wide wooden stairs covered in the center by blue-grey carpet lead upward. The living room itself stretches north from the front door. The kitchen can be seen through an archway, and a door nearby leads to the study. A desk, a table, chairs and a couch decorate the room, elegant and expensive: glass coffee tables with gold corners, plush easy chairs, lamps with soft patterns of rose and gold amidst the white.
The stairs lead up to the second floor, and the door to the northwest goes outside. The study door is to the south, and the kitchen is eastward.
"....aaaand here it is!" The front door of the house is flung open wide, and Cedric comes striding in. He walks to the middle of the room, turns a hundred and eighty to face the door again, and stands there with hands on hips and grin on face, a monarch in his domain.
Erika stares at the thick carpet and the plush easy chairs. The girl is mute for a long time. "Uh. Wow. I've never stayed in a place like this." The girl looks at the glass coffee table, then back to Cedric, and her face goes red.
"You'd better get used to it," Cedric says playfully. "Obviously this depends on Blackriver, but I'm proposing that this house be used as a tribal base. To be honest," he goes on in a more serious voice, "most of the furnishings here came with the house, and some of them are a little... frou-frou, if you know what that means. Now I like my personal space to be pleasant on the eye, but I get the distinct impression that the previous owner was a girl."
Erika wanders over and runs a finger across one of the pink-and-gold lampshades. "Naw, she wasn't a girl. She was a lady." Looking back at Cedric, she asks, "You mean I could stay here? I, uh...I'd have to be real careful living in a place like this."
"Which of course is the other reason to change the furnishings," Cedric agrees. "Glass topped coffee tables and fragile stuff does not mix well with angry ahrouns or ragey galliards, or indeed cubs who've not yet learned to keep the cork in the bottle, though I don't mean you by that, Erika." He flashes her another quick smile. "I hope Vera-rhya approves of all this. Allowing this house to be used by the sept is my chiminage. You know about chiminage yet?"
Erika looks up and recites, "Blackriver-rhya says that chiminage is a task that a Garou does for the privilege of joining a Sept or using a Caern." Looking at Cedric with a knotted brow, she adds, "Except, I don't know what anyone would use a Caern for."
"Stacks of reasons," Cedric rejoinders. "Let's go through a few. Caerns, to begin with, are places where the spirit world comes close to touching the physical one. So there tend to be a fair number of spirits around locally, and a garou who needs to contact a particular kind generally finds it easier at a caern than crossing over elsewhere and then having to search all over. Also, remember, we're half spirit ourselves, and regular contact with a caern keeps us spiritually topped up, as it were. There are garou out there, Ronin they're called, who aren't linked to a caern or tribe...they wander on their own. Deuced difficult life. I pity them. And of course, there are moon bridges. You know about those?"
Erika shakes her head. "What are moon bridges?"
"The moon, Luna, grants us many skills," Cedric goes on, sitting in one comfortable chair and gesturing to Erika to take another. "It's she who gives us our rage, for instance. And she gives us the means to travel from one place to another by supernatural means, called moon bridges. Don't ask me how they work, ask a theurge, like Mathias. But they link one caern to another, and sometimes other places also. You can travel round the world in a couple of hours, if you have all the right contacts at the different septs. Which is probably more difficult than the travelling itself..."
Erika walks over to the chair, staring at the carpet behind her and looking relieved when her footprints leave only impressions in the carpet, and no dirt. Sitting down in the chair, the light in the room reveals several fresh red scars across the girls face, which had previously been hidden by her hair. "Wow. So you mean I could like go back to Tennessee in like less than an hour? If I had a friend in a sept there?"
"Pretty much," Cedric confirms. "Heck, I could go back to England. But moon bridge travel is like any other travel -- it's not something you should really do for its own sake." He stretches the word 'really' out to quite a length, hinting that this is a bendable rule. "Just as ordinary travel takes energy, so does moon bridge travel... spiritual energy. Though it doesn't leave jet exhausts in the atmosphere."
Erika runs her hand across the arm of the armchair. "I guess you're gonna stay here for a while then, Cedric-rhya? Have things settled down with Mathias yet?"
Cedric lifts his shoulders, lets them drop. "Blackriver is prepared to give him a second chance. Vera-rhya may be a tougher nut to crack. I'd appreciate it," he adds in an ostensibly polite tone, but with enough firmness underlying to show that this is in effect an order, "if you don't mention his presence to Vera should you speak to her. Leave that to me."
Erika looks down at the floor. "Uh, sure thing, Cedric." Looking up, she says, "A couple of people have asked me if you're the new Silver Fang elder. I keep telling them that you've never hinted at challenging Blackriver, and that if they wanted more information, they'd have to talk to you."
"When my chiminage is accepted," Cedric replies, "we shall revisit this issue. Since I am fostern and she is cliath, there is a prima facie case that I should lead the tribe. If she agrees, then I shall. If not, then -- assumin' she doesn't give me a dashed good reason why she's better -- I am likely to challenge her. Though for all I know, she's goin' to challenge for fostern herself. She strikes me as the type who could."
Erika nods, absentmindedly rubbing at one of the scabbed scars on her forehead. "Thanks for telling me yourself, Cedric. It would be weird to come and live here. " The girl stares at the picture window and murmurs, "I wonder what life would be like here."
"The same as for garou every blessed where," Cedric murmurs. "Hard, busy, dangerous, and punctated with moments of sheer bliss which make it all worthwhile. I say, girl, what did you do to your head? Argue with another cub?"
"Oh!" she says, folding her hands in her lap, and pouting her lips. "Uh, no. I really try not to stay out of fights... Blackriver-rhya was just teaching me some stuff the last couple of nights. You know, training, and stuff."
"School of hard knocks?" Cedric asks, raising one eyebrow languidly.
Erika stares down at the carpet and nods. "I think she's taking it easy on me," the cub says softly. "It's not so bad though. I used to wrestle the boys, and I got in a few fights at school. It doesn't hurt too bad, but all the blood is kinda scary."
Cedric smiles ruefully. "It took me a while before I could really believe I could take as much damage as garou can, and just heal in a trice," he recalls. "What's the worst injury you've taken since Firsting?"
Erika bites her lip for a moment. "Uh, I guess it was two nights ago...Blackriver had me pinned, and she was nipping at me, trying to teach me to guard my throat even when I'm in a bad position...Anyways, I bucked my head just when she was coming down, and she tore up my cheek really good." The girl runs her fingers across a barely visible grey line on her cheek. "It's almost gone now though."
Cedric sits forward in his chair to get a closer look. "Mmmyes. Scarcely see it. Should be gone in a week tops." He sits back again, eyeing Erika thoughtfully. "You should see what the Get do to their cubs... and the Glass Walkers, at least the London ones, tend to make theirs learn how to be shot." He gives a faint smile. "How'd you like to take a bullet, Erika?"
Erika grips the arms of the armchair with rigid white hands, her face pale, her eyes wide. The girls voice sounds almost hoarse. "Don't joke about that. Please. I've come close to being shot before."
Cedric holds up one hand. "Easy, easy. I'm only partly joking. I've been shot. Right about..." He puts his hand on his tummy. "...here. Hurt like hell, yes, but barrin' silver bullets, no more than a temporary inconvenience for garou." He looks meaningfully at Erika. "Those Glass Walkers may have a point, y'know. There are bad guys out there with guns and we sometimes have to go up against them. There's more to being shot than just healing the wound and clawing the face off the guy with the gun. You have to know how to do it while keeping the Veil up."
Erika shifts around in her seat, and narrows her eyes. "Uh, Cedric-rhya...I grew up around guns. I learned to shoot when I was five...I've seen what a twenty-two can do to a deer's heart, and I've seen a twelve-gauge shotgun open up a buck's skull like a firecracker in wet clay. I can see a flesh wound or a gut wound healing, sure...but are you telling me that a Garou could walk away from a wound like that?"
"Well, sure, if you get your head blown off with a shotgun you're in trouble," understates Cedric. "I'm not saying you should go out with a 'Shoot Me' label on your butt."
Erika asks, "So, like, what's the deal? If it doesn't kill you right away, you can heal it? And, Cedric-rhya, how did you hide that if it happened in the middle of the street?" The girl gives him a quizzical look.
"Thankfully," Cedric says, "that one didn't. Happened in the City of London in an office late at night. Nobody who saw me heal it lived to tell the tale." His normally cheerful face goes very stony. "But yes, more or less. I've seen garou with limbs ripped off who've had them glued back on. There's a spiritual ability some garou have to heal shocking things. Mother's Touch we call it."
Erika closes her eyes and shakes her head. "I'm not saying I don't believe you, Cedric-rhya. But some part of me won't accept it until I've seen it."
"If I had a gun," Cedric says bluntly, "I'd show you here and now. Shall I get a knife from the kitchen, perhaps?"
"On me or you?"
"Either. Both," Cedric fires back. He launches himself to his feet.
Erika gets up from her chair and follows Cedric, a few steps behind, chattering nervously. "Uh, so far, all the wounds I've taken have needed like two or three days to heal, but I guess things heal faster if they're not from another Garou. Will this heal quick, or am I gonna have to explain this to Blackriver?"
Cedric pauses at the kitchen door. "You are shifting out of homid to heal them, yes?" he says with sudden misgivings.
Erika stops in her tracks. Her eyes are wide enough that her blue irises look like perfect circles painted on china. She swallows. "Um, yeah. I usually sleep in lupus anyways. But I need to be in homid from sun-up to get chores done in the house."
"It's your choice," Cedric says then. "I can check with Blackriver if you want. But when some bad guy with a knife is comin' at you in reality, my dear, you won't get the chance to tell him to stop and make sure with your elder it's okay for him to stab you."
Erika swallows again. "No. I want to know. Show me."
Cedric strides through into the kitchen and pulls open a drawer, removing from it a carving knife which at first glance appears about the size of a machete. He then crosses to the sink. "Let's try not to get blood everywhere," he comments cheerfully. Then he removes first his jacket, then his tie, and finally his shirt, hanging the jacket on the back of the door and folding shirt and tie neatly up. He brandishes the knife. "Me first," he says, "just to show you I'm not windin' you up?"
"Yeah. Please. Um, you're not gonna sharpen it or clean it or like rub your skin with alchohol first?"
Cedric laughs aloud at that. "Tetanus is the least of my worries, Erika." He shifts up to glabro, his new and bulkier body retaining somehow much of his handsomeness -- at least, compared to most glabro. Next he holds his left arm out over the sink, and gripping the knife, slices into it from elbow to wrist, a long deep ugly gash. Blood starts to pump out, and he makes an unpleasant face as pain bites.
Erika shrieks, putting her hands to her mouth, and staring at Cedric's arm, horrified.
Cedric seems more concerned with not getting any of the scarily copious, bright red arterial blood over the kitchen wall than about his own wound or Erika's discomfiture. As the horrified cub watches the wound begins to shrink and heal, and the blood flow lessens. It doesn't clot as a normal human wound would, even: it simply re-knits steadily until, within half a minute, the gash has healed to the faintest of pink-white lines down his arm. Cedric reverts to homid form. "Now do you believe me?" he asks with the faintest hint of long-suffering in his voice.
Erika grabs Cedric's hand, staring at his forearm with mouth agape in shock. She looks it up and down a couple of times, then lets go of the elder Galliard's hands, taking a few unsteady steps backwards.
Cedric drops the knife in the sink. "Erika," he says, concern now in his voice. "Sit down. You look like you're about to faint dead away."
Erika backs up against the kitchen cabinet, and sinks down onto the floor. The girl is very pale; her forehead is furrowed, her jaw is slack, and she is breathing very quickly through flared nostrils. "What are you?"
Cedric is frowning now. "I'm garou, dash it, girl. Same as you. You havin' some kind of fit?"
Erika closes her eyes. Drawing her knees up to her chest, she wraps her arms around them, and lets her head fall forwards to rest on her knees. "I'm okay." coms her small, muffled voice. "I'm okay. I'm just light-headed."
"Myes. Right," Cedric says. The fostern is clearly nonplussed. "Perhaps we'll skip the second demo for now."
Erika looks up; her face is still pale. "Jesus. I'm sorry Cedric. Give me a minute. I want to see for myself."
Cedric doesn't seem convinced, but he returns to the sink and picks up the knife. Then he turns the tap on, rinsing blood from the blade and the basin. "First time's always the hardest," he says in what seems to be meant as a helpful way.
Erika climbs uneasily to her feet, leaning against the cabinet for support. "Jesus." Taking a deep breath, the girl walks up behind Cedric, watching him chase the droplets of blood down the drain with water.
"No," Cedric deadpans, "he got stabbed in the side." He turns to confront Erika. "Time to confront your fear head on."
Erika takes a step back from Cedric, fingers nervously fiddling with the zipper of her windbreaker. "Uh, how do you want this to work now?"
"Forgive me for sayin' this," Cedric asks, "but I think we'll do better, and faster, if I stab you rather than makin' you poke it into yourself."
Erika nods, her face still somewhat pale, and strips off her windbreaker, tossing it onto one of the kitchen chairs. She takes a few steps towards the sink, then stops and asks, "Um, should I go and get some rubbing alchohol or iodine or something?"
"You're still thinking human," Cedric points out. "Garou are immune to normal germs. Have you noticed, since you started shifting, you haven't had any colds or sniffles? One of the fringe benefits." He fingers the knife. "If you want to close your eyes..."
"No! No. I want to see," the cub says. "I wish I brought my own knife is all. But I want to see." She rolls up the sleeve of her T-shirt--a somewhat futile gesture--then gets closer to the sink, and extends her right arm out over it, palm up. She makes her hand into a fist.
Cedric pauses one moment, to say, "This is for your education. Not because I'm gettin' some sick jollies out of it, y'know?" And holding the knife more firmly, he slices into Erika's arm. Down the road, not across the street, from elbow to wrist.
Erika gasps, grabbing the counter for support with her other hand. The girl goes positively grey for a moment; her eyes lose focus and roll back into her head. Blood splurts from the wound, into the drain. Some red muscles and white tendons can be seen writhing around in the wound, but her right hand remains slack. "Omigod. Omigod. Shit." The girl shifts up into glabro form, nearly hitting Cedric in the chin with the sudden increase in her size. The flow of blood slows, and the flesh knits itself back together.
Cedric drops the knife in the sink once more as soon as the cut's made and tenses up, ready for quick action in case of trouble. He relaxes somewhat once Erika achieves the shift and begins to heal, but keeps watching her closely. "Breathe evenly," he recommends, "helps with the pain..."
Erika closes her eyes, taking deep breaths through her nostrils and open mouth. When she opens them again, she wiggles the fingers on her right hand experimentally, and runs the fingers of her left hand along her arm where the wound had been, exposing the whole, pale skin beneath the layer of red blood. She says nothing, but when she looks up at Cedric, her furrowed brow and wide eyes seem full of questions.
Cedric nods. "I know," he simply says. "Crazy, isn't it? But like everythin' else in this crazy life you'll grow used to it."
Erika starts to back away from the sink, but seeing the gore all over her arm, she instead uses her left arm to start a stream of warm water. "I always thought I was a girl. Then I thought I was a girl who could turn into a wolf." She begins scrubbing her arm; when it is clear, she moves on to the cleaning the sink. "But I guess I'm really a Garou, that was raised as a girl, and can turn into a wolf?" She looks up at Cedric as though he were the font of all answers.
"That's a good way of putting it," Cedric agrees. "Homid born garou tend to still think of themselves as human... goodness knows even I do still, sometimes. Lupes, likewise. I guess metis don't have this problem, but since they have every other problem under the sun... Yes, Erika. You're garou, I'm garou. And we share things in common with humans and wolves, but we aren't either. Not quite."
When the water running down the sink is no longer red, but completely clear, the girl turns it off, and dries off her arm. She looks at Cedric with those wide, questioning eyes, then shakes her head and looks away. "Cedric-rhya, I know you don't know everything, but...What is going to happen to me? I used to think I would graduate high school, get married, and raise horses." There is no self-pity in the girl's tone, just wonderment. She shivers a bit; goosebumps rise on her arms, and she walks over to the chair to retrieve her windbreaker before looking back at the elder Galliard. "But now I know I probably won't do any of those things."
Cedric rubs his chin. "None of those are impossible," he says. "But I grant you, they're less likely than they were. If graduating is important to you, there are ways to keep on in education... but there are risks attached to that, as I'm sure you appreciate. And horses. Like most animals, we tend to freak the poor critters..."
Erika pulls on her jacket and rubs her hands over her arms to try to quell the shiver that comes over her. "I don't know. I don't even know if I want those things any more. It's just like...Well, that's always the way I thought life would be, you know?" She sits down on the chair and leans forwards. "But ever since going into the spirit world--and that freaked me out too--I just realize that all the history and bible stuff they try to teach us is all lies, just lies, and that I don't know anything any more." She looks Cedric in the eye before adding, "And that's the thing that scares me most of all."
"Not lies," Cedric says as gently as he can. "By and large, people tell the truth as they perceive it. The Veil is there for a reason, Erika. When someone says something that they believe is true, because they haven't seen behind the Veil, that's not a lie. Remember what I told you about Galliards and lying?"
Erika slides her arms down so they are crossed in front of her stomach, and shifts down into homid form. "No. Well, I remember you saying it was important to be able to lie, and lie well when it was needed. But I still don't really understand what you meant." She pauses, before adding, "Maybe I should take more schooling, if I am going to have to deal with humans. I don't want to be an idiot with an eighth-grade education for all my life."
"Some tribes think it's best not to have to deal with humans," Cedric points out. "Some of them just fear and hate them. Others think that if you can put them in a mental class of 'not like us' it stops you getting... attached to them. Me? Even though humans have done a great many bad things to the planet and to each other, I can't hate them. Sometimes I think it'd be easier if I could."
"I could never hate them." Erika says, staring at the kitchen counter. Her face splits into something of a mischievious grin. "Well, maybe some of them I could!"
"Humans aren't like any other creature," Cedric muses. "They have their Hitlers, they have their Beethovens..."
Erika ponders for a moment in silence, looking around the kitchen at the floral designs on the curtains, the pink tint to the tile in the floor, and for quite a while at the sink. The girl gets to her feet. "It's a nice place, Cedric. I'm sure you'll have some things you have to change, and to add your own touch. But I hope you don't change it too much." Walking over towards Cedric, she adds, "And thanks for showing me the other stuff too. You're right, it was better than having to find out on my own." Without asking, she throws her arms around Cedric's waist in a big hug.
Cedric ruffles Erika's hair with a grin. "Congratulations," he says, "you've just come to a turning point in your life, I think."
Erika squeezes Cedric for a moment, then lets go, wiping her eye with the palm of her hand. "Geez. Something happened anyways." She smirks, and looks up while rubbing her other eye. "Gonna take me a while to figure it all out though."
"If you need some time to digest it all," Cedric offers, "don't be shy about askin'."